{"product_id":"original-oil-painting-the-away-place","title":"Original oil painting: The Away Place","description":"\u003cp\u003eOil on 8x8 canvas\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eNo one tells you when you’re loved right and neurodivergent you lose your protective shell.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eMy heart is exposed all the time now.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eThis is not to say I’ve lost strength. Whats more true is that I am extremely sensitive to my needs because they are met. I feel it more when they aren’t. Even briefly. Even for normal life circumstances.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eAnother side is that I am also extremely aware of injustice, suffering, and needs being unmet in others.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI am learning to release shame around my ever expanding sensitivity. I cry in public regularly. I am in the moment. Life hits me directly. There is no hiding.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eAll that’s left of my old protective shell is an extreme desire to disappear when I’m melting down. Which has been happening more and more. My partner is very supportive when I need to cover my face and curl into myself, wail, and go to my away place.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI let the pain of the world move through me.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eWhen it washes away I open my eyes. I feel new space to begin again. I make peace with the patterns, organize the chaos, and trust the river.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI paint it all for you to feel.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Infinite Rebirth Arts By Maggie Sharar","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51719997227301,"sku":null,"price":260.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0832\/0748\/7781\/files\/FullSizeRender_bd822c41-2178-4888-a42f-383abb6ad97b.heic?v=1765156077","url":"https:\/\/2ce7e6-5.myshopify.com\/products\/original-oil-painting-the-away-place","provider":"Infinite Rebirth Arts By Maggie Sharar","version":"1.0","type":"link"}